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Friday, May 25th, 2001
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6:17 pm
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well well well its been a while since ive written in here.. i just havent been in the mood i guess... school ended today.. the last three days have been awesome for me at school* i didnt have to take any of my exams because my averages were good enough to where i was exempt. now that school is over im going to miss it... all i could think about for the past month is GOSH school is gonna be finally over.. but now that its come all i can think about is my friends and how much im going to miss each and every one of them. sure i'll get to see them from time to time.. but it wont be an everyday thing like it usually was. now im going to have to depend on the internet to keep me company.. that's how it is every summer ]: anyways enough of that depressing mood im going on a cruise in just a few hours.. we're leaving for six days!! i'm so excited.. i still have packing to do but it can wait.. i always wait until the last minute to do that stuff... but its sooo awful i hate packing!!! my boy status at the moment is crushing.. hehe i have three guys i have in mind but well i dunno one of them is about to be out of the picture.. i cant exactly go into detail because some of the people that read this are loud mouths (ASHLEY!!!) so well i guess im gonna go. bye journal
see you in six days everyone<333 I LOVE YOU!
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| Sunday, May 20th, 2001
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12:12 am
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hey my new id for livejournal is pixies the url is
www.livejournal.com/~pixies so add me plz<333 thanks friends :x
<3jenn
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| Saturday, May 19th, 2001
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10:56 pm
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okay woo im writing in my journal because sarah told me too :P
gosh it feels like forever since i've written in here.. a lot has happened.. i go out with this guy named matt now but im gonna break up with him as soon as i can.. he never talks or anything and on the phone hes just like "so..." so yah hes stupid.. anyway im at my abuelas house so like im way bored.. i dunno why but all of a sudden i miss brian like so much :[ there's nothing to do in the evenings anymore since he doesnt come over anymore.. and during the summer im gonna be bored all day everyday... i told myself i would never let myself get that close to guy but i was wrong.. its been like what.. forever and i still miss him :[ oh well so anyway oh my god i gotta tell you what happened about like angis momma and my momma.. they got into a fight onthe phone :o see what happened is mom called the travel agent and they cant change the name on the ticket so jon cant go so im gonna be by myself and my mom is out a lot of money.. so she called angis mom and told her to let angi go b/c she was gonna lose a lot of money and angis mom is like well i just dont know i'll have to call you back and my moms like well im gonna be out of town.. and angis mom goes "your going gambling again?" my mom was like shocked she goes "as a matter of fact i am" and then angis mom goes "well obviously money doesnt mean that much to you since you just go gamble it away so im not gonna let angi go" and then hangs up on my mom~ my mom tried to call her back but she wouldnt answer the phone~!@ lol omg i told angi and she was oh my god!~!@ oh well though i dont care about anything anymore.. im just like here :\ okay well i guess im gonna go ~@ BYE
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| Wednesday, May 9th, 2001
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9:00 pm
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wazzzah :X hehe today was tight i got up, went to school and i looked like crap today but i dont care hehe so after i got to school *late* i forgot my book and my teacher was being a smart alec and said "you can go get it.. for a detention" in a sassy tone so im like "where are the passes?" in the same tone and then right when i said that my english teacher came in and gave me my history book b/c angi told her too [: wasnt that so sweet!!! and after that i gave my history teacher a "haha :P" look and shes like "i guess you lucked out" it was funny and then in art i got to draw a tiger RAWR :P in reading we watched romeo and juliet in a cartoon form and the cartoons were having sex it was so funny x:! spanish was okay i took a test and made a 93 on it ]: which that kinda dissapoints me b/c my average in that class is 98.7 and that test is gonna bring my average down just because of one stupid question :/ so anyway lunch was cool tiffany almost got kicked off our table b/c charlie is ashlies bf and charlie got permission to sit there and we didnt have any seats left so tiffany almost got kicked off but she like started crying so charlie got up.. i wanted charlie to stay and tiffany to go.. [: anyway 5th period was boring 6th was omg a geometry test :[ i think i did baddd but i might have passed i dunno.. 7th was health and we talked about aids and stds the whole period :x and eighth we watched this cute little movie about the diary of anne frank :P after school i went to get fitted for drill team.. i'm a small [: after that i came home, took a shower, ate, and then went to church.. at church lanabanana and angi did my hair in little braids all over my head like me and angi did christies but it looked better than christies.. and my hair isss sooo cute.. tomorrow morning before school angi's coming over to do it so i can have it like that for school [: yay!! so anyway i guess im gonna go bye~
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6:09 pm
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okaay... lets see today was hm i dunno.. i woke up this morning, got dressed went to school and first and second period we went to this assembely about the history of texas it was way boring so me and angi did christies hair *all* in little bittie braids.. it was sooo cute!! lol all the guys were calling her a jamacian hoe x: lolol it was so funny like she was all who wants to buy me to all these guys and me and angi were with her and jasons like i'll buy you if i can get jenn too. so anyway i thought that was sweet [: of course she got all bitchy it was hilarious x: anyway charlie told me theres a rumor going around that i gave a guy head.. WHO... me? :O hehe so anyway.. i didnt talk to matt at all today but oh well i dont really care x: ooh yeah i got a guys number today..he just like comes up to me and hes like "hey i have a phone want my number so u can call me tonight?" his name is dustin but i dont think im gonna call him.. its weird calling guys like unless you go out with them or something or they're a friend.. :P oh yea and this other guy ew god i forgot his name.. now its like bugging me he said i looked good today and im like i look good everyday HEHE IM SO FUNNY anyway 3rd period was boring but 4th period spanish was so tight we had my favorite sub his name is mr.ehler andhe sounds retarded like an actual retarded person but he is sooo funny and for some reason im like the only one he can remember and i told him that he was my favorite sub and he's like aww that made my whole day IT WAS SO CUTE GOSH!! anyway at lunch natalie asked me to spend the night on saturday so i get to meet her slutty step mom bc all the other times i spent the night it was at her moms house but now i get to meet her step mom :P ok so anyway lunch was cool, 5th period was okay nathan and ryan called me a lesbian in 1st period well thats what tiffany said but i asked nathan in 5th period science and he was like "oh we werent talking shit ryan just said 'do you think jenns a lesbian?' and nathan said 'ihope so b/c lesbians turn me on'" but they just said that b/c angi was right there and me and angi are like really close friends hehe 6th period was tight we had a sub and shes really nice to me and she was letting me copy off of everyones paper b/c that class is geometry and i dont get geometry very well X: in health we had to do this gay section review thing and then i went to sleep the rest of the class period.. in 8th we watched this 15 minute thing and took a test and i cheated HAHAH X: lol but anyways after that i walked to my car with angi and jason and then i went home [: YAY!
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| Tuesday, May 8th, 2001
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okaay... lets see today was hm i dunno.. i woke up this morning, got dressed went to school and first and second period we went to this assembely about the history of texas it was way boring so me and angi did christies hair *all* in little bittie braids.. it was sooo cute!! lol all the guys were calling her a jamacian hoe x: lolol it was so funny like she was all who wants to buy me to all these guys and me and angi were with her and jasons like i'll buy you if i can get jenn too. so anyway i thought that was sweet [: of course she got all bitchy it was hilarious x: anyway charlie told me theres a rumor going around that i gave a guy head.. WHO... me? :O hehe so anyway.. i didnt talk to matt at all today but oh well i dont really care x: ooh yeah i got a guys number today..he just like comes up to me and hes like "hey i have a phone want my number so u can call me tonight?" his name is dustin but i dont think im gonna call him.. its weird calling guys like unless you go out with them or something or they're a friend.. :P oh yea and this other guy ew god i forgot his name.. now its like bugging me he said i looked good today and im like i look good everyday HEHE IM SO FUNNY anyway 3rd period was boring but 4th period spanish was so tight we had my favorite sub his name is mr.ehler andhe sounds retarded like an actual retarded person but he is sooo funny and for some reason im like the only one he can remember and i told him that he was my favorite sub and he's like aww that made my whole day IT WAS SO CUTE GOSH!! anyway at lunch natalie asked me to spend the night on saturday so i get to meet her slutty step mom bc all the other times i spent the night it was at her moms house but now i get to meet her step mom :P ok so anyway lunch was cool, 5th period was okay nathan and ryan called me a lesbian in 1st period well thats what tiffany said but i asked nathan in 5th period science and he was like "oh we werent talking shit ryan just said 'do you think jenns a lesbian?' and nathan said 'ihope so b/c lesbians turn me on'" but they just said that b/c angi was right there and me and angi are like really close friends hehe 6th period was tight we had a sub and shes really nice to me and she was letting me copy off of everyones paper b/c that class is geometry and i dont get geometry very well X: in health we had to do this gay section review thing and then i went to sleep the rest of the class period.. in 8th we watched this 15 minute thing and took a test and i cheated HAHAH X: lol but anyways after that i walked to my car with angi and jason and then i went home [: YAY!
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| Monday, May 7th, 2001
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9:33 pm
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okayokay hi~ god it feels like forever since i've written in here :[ anyway lets start with saturday night.. i watched liar and liar *and* the truman show.. they were both good [: i went to bed like 4:30 and then i woke up late on sunday.. chilled with my parents until like 5 or 6 and then i went shopping and out to eat.. i got my new bathing suit it is sooo cute~ gosh! hehe so anyway i went to bed and woke up this morning like 40 minutes earlier than i usually wake up cool huh? yesss~!~!@ and i got ready and shit and then went to school... im starting not to like jason HE BOTHERS ME ALLLLL THE TIME like everytime he sees me in the hall he comes up and talks to me.. hello? maybe i just wanna talk to him every once in a while not five times a day!! this has gotten way out of hand.. anyway first period was boring, second period i got to sit by matt and him and his friend were flirting with me the whole class period.. his friend really likes me a lot though and he asked me out today and i was like ummm no hehe... so anyway after that 3rd period was boring, 4th was okay, lunch was okay, 5th was fun bc all i did the whole period was talk to nathan about stuff... hes like a brother.. we talk to eachother about like anything its so cool :P so anyway 6th period was fun, 7th was fun, 8th was okay and then i went home. brian came over today and stayed until 9, then me and my mom went to jack in the box and here i am now~ hehe well i g/g ttyl~!~!@
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| Saturday, May 5th, 2001
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8:29 pm
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HI MY SEXIES<3 i guess i could say i had a pretty good day.. i slept really late (like until 2:30) today and i watched "The Death of a Cheerleader" or something.. its about this wannabe popular girl who kills this popular girl b/c she wont be her friend and it ends up the girl confesses and like blah blah i dunno i couldnt watch it all because i had to get ready for jon's party.. my cousin turned 15 today and i went to his party there was some guys there but none of them were hot or anything and then we went out to eat to Red Lobster.. thats really all that happened today.. my cousin wanted angi at his party but she had to babysit it was soo cute! my cousin doesnt really like angi though he just uses her b/c shes easy.. when we went over there to jons house it was me and angi and jon and his friend, brett. angi gave jon head like right there in front of me and brett and everything i was like oh my gosh.. it was so nasty.. and brett was like feeling me up and kissing me and stuff and i was sooo grossed out i told jon to tell him to leave me alone.. brett is like way ugly.. well hes not THAT ugly but it was still gross and hes the worst kisser i've ever known. haha i dont know how i got started talking about that but okay? my mom is like so funny.. she came home earlier like before the party and she was so drunk... she was like saying to my dad "lets go to bed and get the ocean view" and alll this shit it was way hilarious.. just the way she was acting she was like licking my hand and stuff and pinching me on the leg what a fag X: so anyways im about to watch either liar liar or the truman show.. i kinda got a craving for jim carrey<3.
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1:01 am
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GOD FUCKING UGH~@~ i hate angie & brian.. how could she fucking do this to me? okay heres what happened.. she invited me to a private room and i went in and the first thing i saw was brian scrolling JENNS A SLUT.. if that isnt bad enough :[ after that he was all angie<3 and she was all brian<33 and he was like <333 :) ya i know it didnt mean anything b/c jasper was in the chat but still.. im fucking sick of this shit and i thought angie was my friend? yeah okay. there's like no one i can trust anymore :[ anyway besides that we had a tornado earlier and i watched meet the parents and i went tanning at 7 and uh thats all .. life sucks so much and im getting so sick of all this shit, honestly. i wish he'd just die.
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| Friday, May 4th, 2001
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4:16 pm
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rawr okay im home finally.. we went on a feild trip today it sucked so much~@!* okay on the way up there i sat with christie on the bus and natalie sat at like the other side of me. i felt sooo huge as in tall and fat with them. natalie is short as in like 4'9" or something.. and christie is little bit taller but still way shorter than me she's about 5'0". they both are really really skinny.. a lot of people say im really skinny too but like not as skinny as them.. i felt so fat and tall and everything it totally ruined everything. anyways, when we got there we bowled and christie was all depressed because nathan was talking to amanda she got over it though.. after we bowled (i won with 95) we ate and then natalie kinda hung out with sarah and i was trying to get away from christie but she was following me so i was nice and hung out with her.. at one point i got so tired of her i went and hung out with corie and amanda (her enemies) just so she'd leave me alone~!@ on the way back i sat with ryan allen.. he's pretty hot P: we were all making funny faces at eachother and he wanted me to give him a nude picture of myself but i was like "uh no" :] okay so after we got back i hugged angi b/c i missed her so much and of course christie was right behind me waiting to hug her.. god christie is so annoying. the worst part about today is really stupid but as i was walking with angi today to my car she got into heather bakers car with heather.. if she needed a ride why didnt she ask me? oh well life goes on there was probably a good explenation :P
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| Thursday, May 3rd, 2001
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9:12 pm
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OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD
TINA WON!*@**#**!!!!*@*!
OH MY FREAKIN GOSH!~!*@~!*@*~!@* I CANT BELIEVE IT I WAS SO SURE IT WAS GONNA BE COLBY!@~!@* THIS IS THE TV SHOW THAT I'VE EVER GOTTEN THIS MUCH INTO AND I LOVE IT!~#* I ALMOST WANNA CRY THAT ITS OVER.. BUT I'LL BE THERE WHEN SURVIVOR 3 AIRS! I LOVE ALL OF THE SURVIVORS <333 I AM SO ENVIOUS OF THEM AND I WISH I COULD BE APART OF THEM.. BUT ME AND SARAH ARE GONNA BE SURVIVORS ONE DAY AND IM BRINGING A GOOD BOOK AND SHES BRINGING PAJAMAS :P!!!! IM SO HAPPY FOR TINA BUT IN A WAY A PART OF ME WAS WANTING COLBY TO WIN COLBY IS SO FUCKING HOT<3333 I WANNA LOOK UP HIS NUMBER AND CALL HIM SINCE HES LOCAL :] WELL GOD OKAY IM LIKE THROUGH NOW!!! OMG SURVIVOR<3
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OKAY WERD. today was fucking tight :P! i got up in plenty* of time to look absolutely beautiful <3 i did wear my flame shirt and i never got in trouble for it [: okay omg i really need to type this out and get it off my chest but i really hate christy.. its mostly jealousy.. i mean yeah shes my friend too but i swear she thinks that her and angi are like best buds and angi already told her that i'm her best friend and not christy!!! natalie told me today that christy said "jenn is trying to take angi from me" the other day.. if that isnt the stupidest freakin thing i've ever heard.. me and angi have been best friends for like two years and even pretty good friends before that.. she's a new student so she does not need to come in and say im taking her best friend LOOK WHOS TALKING freaking hoe.. and shes all talking to me like we're really good friends or something most of the time i just blow her off or say something really rude but anyway enough about that ..i got to school and borrowed 5 dollars from the art teacher so i can go on my feild trip tomorrow!! WOOWOO! hehe and what else oh yeah in art i sat by matt when we had to go on location and draw something and he is so fine, god!!! we were all close and stuff it was so cute :] in reading all we had to do was watch a movie and usually we have hard assignments in that class! at lunch ashley had to sit on the stage b/c she had to sell the newspaper or whatever so it was actually funner but ashley has the most annoying laugh it just makes me want to hit her when she laughs i swear GOD! but yeah so like in science uh we watched 2 videos and i talked to nathan the whole time.. in geometry we had my FAVORITE sub. and me and him always joke around with eachother and he doesnt make me do work and stuff its so awesome~! in health i told my teacher i had to go take care of some business with my us history teacher and i was like gone the whole period and then last period of the day we had a bitchyyy sub and i was trying to ask a question and she wouldnt answer me and so i was like UM HELLO and she got all up in my face and said if i smarted off again i'd go to the principal so i shut up :X at the end of school jason walked me to my car and he was all talking to my mom and she thought he was cute for me so she was like "who are you hooked with?" trying to say who do you got the hook up with and he was like "uh.." but he was nice and said she was cool and everything even though she sounded like a nerd.. im pretty sure jason is gonna ask me out tomorrow but i think im gonna say no.. i dont really like him like that even though hes sweet and cute hes just too not the boyfriend type but anyway after that.. i came homeand then left again to go tanning.. i went into the really strong bed and fell asleep the whole time it was so relaxing.. i'm really starting to look darker i love this!! OH YES AND SURVIVOR IS ABOUT TO COME ON HELL FREAKIN YES!*@*#*! GOODDDDD ITS THE FINAL EPISODE<33333 woowoo!
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| Wednesday, May 2nd, 2001
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10:49 pm
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i never really noticed it until tonight but i like the school day better than when i get home. i feel so lonely when i get home i mean friends call and stuff but it isnt the same.. if i didnt have people like sarah and beau to keep me company i'd go insane~! its especially harder since *no one* (cough) comes over anymore since we broke up :[ the days after school are so long.. i'm almost dreading summer... isn't that weird? god, i sound like a nerd anyways there is nothing to report since i last typed in here.. i helped my mom put up groceries, took a shower, and i think im gonna wear the flame shirt tomorrow even though its against dress code, i saw one girl wearing a sleeveless shirt today and i'm guessing she didnt get in trouble so yeah!~* of course i get busted for like *everything* :[ i just found out that angi isnt going to the same school as i am next year.. i cried when i heard its gonna be so sad.. she's my best friend, the only one i tell everything, and i wont have her with me anymore :*[ ..the worst part of this i have no one to talk to about it.. these are the times that i really miss brian<3 i know he wouldnt listen or wouldnt care but atleast i could have someone to talk about it with.. i just wish someone understood what im going through.. all this shit always has to happen to me.. i'm getting so sick of it. ok im out for now peace. :'[
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okay i just got home from school.. today has sucked so much so far. i woke up at 8:07 while angi was knocking on the door to take me to school. i was like OH MY GOSH.. i got ready in 3 minutes today! woo thats like a record. so i got to school and it turns out i forgot my feild trip money.. which means i cant go on the feild trip on friday and i'm going to be stuck doing school work all day. i missed all of 1st and most of 2nd period during the sex talk.. i lost this game and was labeled as someone with STDs :[ (no i dont really have a std, it was a game!) it was cool though b/c matt was talking to me about it after class. matt is my new crush<3 hes asked me out a few times but i was with brian so i couldnt say yes. im not really sure if its so much that i actually LIKE him.. i think its just more that he likes me so i'm like alright sure! why not? although hes really cute.. and before i even knew brian i was in love with matt.. i dont know this whole guy thing is just a big mess! i cant wait till next year im gonna be pimpin those older guys woowoo! hehe... so anyway at lunch charlie (ashley's boyfriend) came and sat with us.. he's pretty hot from a distance but when u look at him up close it makes you not want to eat anymore! hes really nice though and we're friends. in geometry of course i hadnt done my homework.. and ashley was in a bitchy mood today so she wouldnt let me copy so i had to copy out of the back (which means i didnt show my work and probably got a lot of them counted wrong). the next two periods went by really slow and finally the day was over. i was walking out with charlie and jason and they always call me grandpa raper because one time i got this 19 year old to come eat lunch with me and my friends and i was just kidding around and i told all the guys that he was my boyfriend it was sooo hilarious.. but anyways jason is all like "i wanna meet your mom" and hes all telling everyone that we are like best friends and he was like following me around and stuff.. i kinda like jason a little bit hes cute and hilarious and all that but um i dunno he's not really my type and i could not imagine messing around with him!! anyways thats all i have to say for now!
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| Tuesday, May 1st, 2001
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10:04 pm
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okay! wow im starting an online diary thing and i have absolutely no idea what im doing.. anyways, today was a very boring and depressing day.. although i have to admit i looked good. :] i woke up at the usual time, took a shower and got dressed. i was late to school b/c angi wouldnt hurry the hell up and get to my house.. school was kind of a blur. i went tanning after school and fell asleep in the 20 minute bed i woke up and i was all sweaty and gross feeling..when i got home i got online and then from there it just got worse. there is no doubt in my mind that it is officially over with me and brian... im not sure how i feel about this. ill get back to you when im sure myself.. oh there was good news today! i made drill team and i made a new friend, Amanda. she's sweet but she's got a tattoo and always talks about sex so i dunno about her!! tomorrow is the sex talk for science class!@(*! woowoo i cant wait :]
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